I'm proud of it all. It's changed my entire life. For the better. And I'm so grateful. I truly am. because as much as Jamar Miller, Dave Tree and myself may organise and make things happen, the three of us alone are just crackpots. It's the forum members who keep it alive. So I want to show it. I want the 30th Anniversary Commemorative Special to show the world what we have accomplished. We achieved the impossible. We resurrected the dead. And we rescued the lost.